So I've returned from the Golden State. I totally missed Chris, but I 100 per cent (no symbol on my phone's keypad...just another reason I need an iPhone) didn't want to come home. I never feel like I have enough time there. I'm not really sure I ever could...short of living there. It feels like home. I feel like I belong there. Like my mindset fits there - and yes, my politics do fit in parts of San Diego...but it's so much more than that. It's a whole attitude. And honestly, I feel like I lose - or forget - that part of myself here in the land of Okies. Something to work on, I suppose. But it's sooooo much easier to be an outdoorsy type there. Whenever I'm there, I feel like the real me. The person I'm supposed to be. Again...somehting to explore more. But it's so easy to fall into those old habits.
Wow! Deep...especially for me.
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